How respond to/within life has to do with my storyline. Crafting one that throws full support behind welcoming with open arms a robust, full-flavored, fully experienced life!
Mind you, even my former fairly faulty storyline couldn't completely deny that my life's been graced with awesome blessings since Day 1. Praise be that the over-hauled & updated version sees clearly the endless bounty of wondrous things that grace my life and welcome even more to flow right in, thank you!
Through my most challenging years, my weird saving grace was the ability to hear & register when I said over-the-top things. Like when I accused a sib of KNOWING that asking me to do something equated to telling me I had to do it. What an internal shocker to hear myself say the words & KNOW that I believed them. Or when Page Morahan talked about setting goals & I heard myself explain, "Oh, I never set goals; setting them is a sure way to ensure I never reach them." Again, can remember the shock I felt hearing the words come out of my mouth, come from a deep deep place within me.
Am in such an intriguing place at this point in time. Know it's essential I continue overhauling my storyline to keep step with my true self, with my sense of awesome destiny waiting to be experienced, with the lessons I've learned (instead of the lessons themselves, which want to hang around but only hold me back). What got me to where I am is my ability to work with words, to step back & analyze, to hold things in a warm embrace but not too tightly. What will move me forward will be my willingness to welcome wordlessness, to not have to understand everything, to let things just BE without examination & dissection. To where my storyline has changed so much, it doesn't even exist - just the story.
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